o'dear icarus
limbs splayed like some broken thing , broken hearted & clipped wings , & not a thing to be done , when you've dropped from the sky , hot to the touch , you were eager to fall than to fly
laws
ACTIVITY
i am a full-time student and part-timer. i also run activities in a lot of video games as well as an rp group on discord, so i tend to be busy very often. my activity ranges from super-active to fall off the face of the earth. but you can always add me on discord to rp or talk!
NSFW
i will only RP NSFW with my friends. meaning i’m pretty picky who i will write such things with. please know this is nothing against you, just a comfort thing
INTERACTIONS
i don’t rp with non-mutuals. this includes ask memes. do not push me to write with you if we are not mutuals. if you do, there is a high risk you will be blocked. i also enjoy rping with other fandoms and making new verses!
SHIPPING
i only ship with one version of a character. i am multi-ship for now, but i will be exclusive romantic-wise to that one version of the muse.
RELATIONS
i do pre-determined relationships! i actually sometimes prefer them as they help skip the awkward first meeting and helps us get to develop their relationship even further! just talk to me about this!
TAGS
i ask that you please tag injections/shots/ivs. basically, anything that could be considered trypanophobia. you don’t need to tag writings of it but if you could please tag any pictures that have it, i would be so grateful. tag it with either as #injections, #needles, #trypanophobia.
basics.
NAME: colette bisset
BIRTHDAY: feb. seventeenth
GENDER: female
NATIONALITY: french
ORIENTATION: bisexual
VOICE CLAIM: sakamoto maaya
outer.
HEIGHT: 5'7
HAIR: light orange which falls to her midback
EYES: golden
BODY TYPE: fit, curvy, hourglass
MAKE-UP: often seen with light, natural make up and some sort of jewelry on her.
PIERCINGS: ears
inner.
POSITIVE: charimatic . confident . attentive . helpful . reliable
NEGATIVE: selfish . jealous . shameless . superficial . erratic
SIGN: aquarius
TEMPERMANT: choleric
MBTI: enfp
ENNEAGRAM: type 3
DISORDERS: bpd
verse basics.
AFFILIATION: chaldea / clock tower ( former )
OCCUPATION: magus / master
SPECIES: human
AGE: twenty-five
abilites.
due to her families dying bloodline, colette is an expert in inscription magic of all kinds. very often she has prewritten spells on sheets of paper on her or at least something to write with. she also has incomplete inscriptions tattooed on various parts of her body, all of which can be completed different ways to complete different spells.
backstory.
> born to a small magus family in france. their speciality being inscription magic, though their magic line is fading leaving only colette with it out of all of her siblings.
> in an effort to find a way to keep their bloodline, they move to england to be closer to clock tower and more magus families. eventually basically raising colette to try to win over the ivonne family’s son, richard.
> her intentions are wrong at the beginning of their friendship, but eventually those intentions are gone from her side and the two become close friends.
> after highschool, she picks up a local job and goes to a local college. eventually, going to clock tower along side her friend to study magic even further than she could at home.
> due to her connections, she was invited to chaldea as a master, eventually becoming one of the sole survivors to help save humanity.
verse basics.
CLASS: chrysaor
OCCUPATION: skyfarer
AGE: twenty-five
abilites.
tba.
backstory.
tba.
verse basics.
ELEMENT: cryo
WEAPONS: rapier
AGE: twenty-five
abilites.
tba.
backstory.
tba.
verse basics.
RACE: miqo'te / seeker of the sun
AFFILIATION: scions of the seventh dawn
OCCUPATION: warrior of light / darkness
CLASSES: dragoon ( former ) dark knight ( current )
AGE: twenty-five
backstory.
born in tailfeather, colette was almost instantly thrown into odd situations from birth. her mother being a seeker of the sun who hunted in the dravanian forelands and her father being a hyurian merhcant hailing from ishgard, she was often found living inbetween the two. her mother teaching her the ways of hunting and of the lance and her father teaching her the manners and etiquette required to survive in ishgard. at the age of 7, her mother's hunting group fell to a powerful hunt in the area, leaving colette in the care of her father in ishgard. he did his best for her, buying her the best clothes he could and giving her the best housing he could as a small merchant. growing up in ishgard as a miqo'te served to be rather difficult, one of the only ones seen and often mistaken for a lost child of a hunter.
at the age of 18, her father got terribly sick, leaving colette to fend for herself. rather than staying in ishgard, she instead made her way to gridania to join the lancer's guild as well as neighboring towns and city-states to pick up odd jobs for merchants. this was her life until eventually joining the adventurer's guild in ul'dah.
verse basics.
YEAR: first
DORM: ramshackle
CLASS: 1-A , student 9
OCCUPATION: student / prefect
backstory.
colette, until her arrival at night raven college, had a rather harsh upbringing. the youngest of her family, her parents decided she was their last chance at raising their social status. her whole life had been about learning people - how to read them, get what she wanted out of them - as well as learning to be the perfect young lady to be able to attract suiters as she grew up. there were a few things hammered into her for as long as she could remember - money was happiness, status was happiness, and it was her duty to provide the best life for her parents and older siblings.
though, her life took a drastic turn the moment she woke up in a strange black coffin to find herself in twisted wonderland at night raven college along side a strange cat-like creature named grim. considering her inability to use magic and the fact she was a girl at an all boy's school, the headmaster crowley allowed her to stay on the grounds as a janitor until a way home had been found.
quickly, she found herself in trouble due to grim and a student named ace. her troubles didn't end there, as another student named deuce ended up making things even worse. after a trip to the mines to grab a magic crystal, colette and grim were allowed to enroll in the school as one student.
PLAYLIST.
YES & NO
xylo
Don't know if I'm feeling happy (no)
Im kinda confused, I'm not in the mood to try and fix me (uh)
...
'Cause I'm like yes and no
Wait, I don't know
I think I'm dying
Hold up, I'm invincible
Can't keep it bottled
Pain is hard to swallow
You cross your heart without bleedin'
Hide away where you're safe
Where your heart doesn't break
You're afraid, it's okay, it's okay
DANCE IN THE DARK
au/ra
ORDINARY
xylo
I can't help it
I wanna hide, I wanna go missing
I'm always addicted to
All of these red flags and bad times
The truth hurts, give me white lies
This could be perfection
A venom drippin' in your mouth
Singin' like a siren
Love me while your wrists are bound
You've been seeing me in your dreams but
I'll be there when your reality drowns
SIREN
kailee morgue
BLACKOUT
aviva
Keeping back until it's found
There's nothing you haven't seen now
Want to change me but I'm fine
Think you're gonna brave me
Someone could save you but they won't
Hate partying on sinking boats
You would rather keep your clothes dry
You're pretty sharp around the edge
You cut the dreams right out your head
Never good at keeping friends
NICE GIRL
syence
AFTERLIFE
xylo
So oh, how the other half live
With their perfect teeth
And oh, how I'll never be, never be
Just like them, so
I, I, I'm waiting for the afterlife
To show me a good time, baby
Somebody save me, I just wanna be loved
My phone has no signal
It's making my skin crawl
The silence is so loud
The lights spark and flicker
With monsters much bigger
Than I can control now
PANIC ROOM
au/ra
ANGRY TOO
lola blanc
I buried the unseemly urges
Deep down in the ground with the roots
But it's all coming up to the surface
Maybe it's getting ready to bloom
And I don't wanna be a monster in the making
I don't wanna be more bitter than sweet
I don't know how to be just standing by blankly
You know I'm not a saint but I can make you pray
So get down on your knees, give me a reason I should stay
Trapped inside this madness, I know you wanna have this
So I can take advantage
SAVAGE
bahari
MAKE ME FEEL ALIVE
hdngtomrs
As my voice is callin'
For the feeling again
Wish we try to understand
What I can't possibly know
You make me feel alive
You make my wrongs feel right
know I shouldn't though, heaven only knows
That ooh, the side effect to my loneliness is you
Oh, you're all that I want
No good at giving you up
Come on and give me some love tonight
SIDE EFFECTS
the chainsmokers
DEATH IS IN THE AIR
sakima
Is my heart breaking
Or do I have one at all
Am I feeling or faking
I don’t know anymore
What’s in the back of my head?
It’s just like white noise
Or a demon under his breath
Way that I look should be breaking the law
If I don't got it, I take what I want
My circle small like a round of applause
You know that I love the sound of applause
THE BADDEST
k/da
ALONE
xylo
My heart stings like a needle (Ouchie)
I'm hanging on by a thread
With all the lonely people
Fuck this movie, I'll wait for the sequel (Yeah)
I'm different, but we created equal (So cool)
Count my cards, watch them fall
Blood on a marble wall
I like the way they all
Scream
Tell me which one is worse
Living or dying first
Sleeping inside a hearse
I don't dream
YOU SHOULD SEE ME IN A CROWN
billie eilish
YOUR ADDICTION
night club
Hey come in
And let me get under your skin, your skin
You started something you can't win, can't win
I am your church these are your sins, your sins
Now don't you wish you could take em back cause
You've been bitten
And now you made me your addiction
Just tell me when you've had enough
He believed that I could take a beating
But the bruises down my back don't mean a damn thing
Cause I brought the God of War to his knees
With the back of my hand wiped his blood from my cheek
GODDESS
XANA
I AM NOT A WOMAN I'M A GOD
halsey
I just wanna feel something, tell me where to go
'Cause everybody knows something I don't wanna know
So, I'll stay right here cause I'm better all alone
Yeah, I'm better all alone
I am not a woman, I'm a God
I am not a martyr, I'm a problem
I am not a legend, I'm a fraud
So keep your heart, 'cause I already got one
You need a woman's touch in your place
Just protect her and keep her safe
Baby, worship my hips and waist
So feminine with grace
I touch your soul when you hear me say
"Boy, let me be your woman"
WOMAN
doja cat
KISS ME MORE
doja cat
Can you kiss me more?
We're so young, boy
We ain't got nothin' to lose, oh, oh
It's just principle
Baby, hold me
'Cause I like the way you groove, oh, oh
Want to be with me, want to hold my hand
But I've been through things that you'll never understand
Truth be told, I don't know myself
I'm not some book you can read straight from off the shelf
I smile outside but I'm cold within
Hide my sadness beneath a cheshire cat grin
You think I'm brave, but I'm far from fine
I lay a little story, but I haven't got the time
LET YOU IN
marc straight
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME
p!nk
Please, don't leave me, oh
Please, don't leave me (don't leave me)
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
Remember anything but thinkin' you're the one
And I can force a future like it's nothin', so I
Just hate everybody
Well then why can't I go home without somebody?
And really I could fall in love with anybody
Who don't want me, so I just keep sayin'
I hate everybody
But maybe I, maybe I don't
I HATE EVERYBODY
halsey
BORDERLINE
tove styrke
I'm borderline happy, and I'm borderline sad
I'm borderline good, and I'm borderline bad
And I can't get rid of a tingling fear
You'd sort me out if my head gets clear
I live my life in shackles, but I'm borderline free
I used to be blind, and I still can't see
And I won't get around to a change of mind
As long as nobody breaks my stride
I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use?
SOBER
p!nk